gate’s stride

sweet,isnt it? 🙂
“jika engkau terjun ke Jurang neraka,nescaya akan aku terjun menarikmu kembali ke atas,
kita akan berjalan bersama menuju ke syurga”
sweet,isnt it?
entah dapat takk jadi cam2.
trying~ 🙂
“jgn pernah marah jika org lain tidak menurutimu,kehendakmu,
sdg engkau sendiri kadang2 tidak menurut kehendak akalmu”
u dont have right to hukum others,
because how many times u guide him or her towards Allah?
as it’s what u should do actually.
*Hilal Asyraf~
watching tv oasis with parents+tati :bicarawara
tomorrow’s gonna be my last day hommie.
today’s last day of 2010.
“kalau ikhlas,rasa nikmat buat sesuatu”
b4 bt ssuatu,tya dulu niat,luruskan niat
org mukmin itu,tidak lain,hanya fikir cane amalannya hanya utk Allah,
masak untuk Allah,stadi untuk Allah,maen untuk Allah,
dan dia xmengharapkan ganjaran drpd manusia,melainkan Allah,
percuma saja buat kerana manusia,
kerana Allah jua yg mengurniakan.
Ya Allah yang Maha Menatap,
jadikan dunia kami hanya untukmu,
maafkan kami jika redha manusia yg kami kejar &
jadikan kami ikhlas keranaMu~ “
dun worry ppl
hunt His blessing n u’ll find others going fine insyaallah.
do good towards Allah,He will do good to u:)
summing up this year,
when 2010 approached,still got a status of pasum’s students,n we faced midsem,final exam in april,officially expasum after that,n officially uitm medlab’s student in verge of june,raya,sem1 finished n gotta start sem2 soon.
time do flies. &
age shorten.
what have u done for Allah,for u urself in this world for the hereafter,dear?
if ur life gotta end right now,are u ready for everything?
because mati itu sendiri,di dalam kubur itu sendiri dan di padang mahsyar itu sendiri,
that’s where pointing fingers,blames others for our own mistakes n sins,
speak up,plead,and defend ours.
that’s when childs blames parents,vice versa,
husband blames wife,vice versa,
friends n etc.
the day which we’ll be resuscitated with the one,or groups that we love in this world,
thus,be friend+love others that also love Him,
intentionly that we’ll be safe there.ameen.
assalamualaikum 2011.
randomly,sem2 and sem3 of mine.
sweet 20th of us.batch of 0408.
to be honest,i’m nervous for the 2011 n i dunno why.
maybe i’m hopin it to be smoothsailing+i’ll be done it so good+plus2
dean’s list next year,cant u?wont u?:)
may we’ll be better,not only yearly,but also daily:)
this post ends my 2010’s posts.
may matters be simplified,by The One n Only

with Allah,nothing hides

i found this blog:WHISPERS UNPLUGGED.
n above her blog saying:
n it makes me ponder about my tahajud.
once,i read in sumbdy’s blog
it sounds like this:
“pernah rasa kita baek takk,
kalau baek,mesti rapat ng Tuhan,
mesti xberat nak berdua dua ng Tuhan,
mesti xberat nak bgn tahajud,
sbb org baek mesti xteragak-agak nak bgn utk Tuhan dia”
jom ye kawan2.kna improve on this too~
tati introduced me sami yusuf’s song.
she searched it quite long enuff b4,n it’s worth her search,
such a wonderful song + lyrics:)
especially for the arabic part.

below’s the lyric~

It’s so hard to explain
قد يصعب عليّ أن أعبر
What I’m feeling
عمّا يختلج في قلبي
But I guess it’s ok
لكن اعتقادي
Cause I’ll keep believing
ينبع من إيماني
There’s something deep inside
هناك شيء في الأعماق
Something that’s calling
It’s calling you and I
يناديني ويناديك
It’s taking us up high
يرتقي بنا إلى الأعلى
Healing, a simple act of kindness brings such meaning
الشفاء … قد يتجسّد في عمل بسيط لطيف
A smile can change a life let’s start believing
بسمة قد تغير حياة الإنسان
And feeling, let’s start healing
فلنبدأ بعمل يكون فيه شفاء

شفاء بشفاء .. ومع كل شفاء شفاء
heal n u’ll be healed
Break every border
اكسر القيود والحدود
Give and you will receive
اعط تُعطى .. فالعطاء يوجب عطاء
It’s Nature’s order
نظام كوني رباني
There is a hidden force
هناك قوى خفية
Pulling us closer
تجذب بعضنا لبعض
It’s pulling you and I
تجذبني أنا وأنت
It’s pulling us up high
تجذبنا للأعلى
Healing, a simple act of kindness brings such meaning
الشفاء … قد يتجسّد في عمل بسيط لطيف
A Smile can change a life let’s start believing
بسمة قد تغير حياة الإنسان
And feeling, let’s start healing
فلنبدأ بعمل يكون فيه شفاء
Hearts in the hand of another heart and in God’s hand are all hearts
قلب بين يدي قلب و بيد الله كل قلب
An eye takes care of another eye and from God’s eye nothing hides
عين ترعى عينا .. وعين الله ترعى، و لا شيء عنه يخفى
Seek only to give and you’ll receive
إسع نحوالعطاء… و ستلقى و تعطى
So, heal and you will be healed
إشف.. و سوف تشفى
OUTRO (x2):
قلب بين يدي قلب و بيد الله كل قلب
عين ترعى عينا، وعين الله ترعى
كلمة طيبة صدقة
تبسمك لأخيك صدقه
كل معروف صدقة
اللهم اشف شفاءً لا يغادر سقماً
Song Name: “Healing
i got:
“heal n u’ll be healed,
it’s nature’s order”
“in God’s eyes,nothing hides”
simple kindness,change the world.


thirteen but fourteen~

click for growth:P
yah,we gotta do the same thing!
counting days!
2 full days more.
this blog will be updated b4 that 1 jan 2011.
i have 24 plus minus of ghedin’s edited pictures of tayu,started from day 1
i think he wanna me to upload them here.
time wont allow me to,now.
bags n loads of clothes wait me more.:D
n also,
che wani,i already sent urs.
tanyalah ustaz today:
“doctors hunts knowledge in treating thousands of diseases.
the same goes to penyakit hati; bakhil n others
it needs also knowledge+ilmu in treating this.
also iman.
because iman is the strength for us to act.
puncak alam already in view.
there’s where my life will be like always insyaallah.
this holiday give me conclusion:
rumah buat kerja rumah
kuliah buat kerja kuliah:D

*being heartless is still preferable i think,4 my own sake:D
sorry for the fragility.
i’m ok 🙂

batu caves stairs,prm,fsk,ff,om n others
i can see them now:)

puncak alam here i come:D


perfect four

click for the MEGA size~
watching lehan playing comp’s game.
these are from my hp:)
the only picture with pah along.
pah,till meet again yup?
che wani,urs are in ghedin’s camera.
not now.ghedin’s in fever.pity him.
may he recover soon .
holiday’s mode should and will be shut down,
college+university’s mode restart.
it’s where i’ll concentrate fully.
jauhi maksiat.akademik amanah Allah.
sbb Allah hanya jadikan manusia 1 hati.
& dalam hati itu nurr.
jgn padamkan nurr itu dgn maksiat.
& hati yg kotor ssah masuk ilmu.
keep on doa sbb Allah olwes dgr.
remember,u aim ur brother.
ur accountability now is to study.
thus,study 🙂
semoga dipermudahkan semua.

greenY goLD daYs

my auntie,the bride,me

i love this picture:D
24 dec:

tati,ya,abah,my mum,lehan,ghedin,tayu:)

at uncle’s house,
ghedin,ya,my uncle~

24 dec,with cousins.
there are 5,6 days more of holidays.
23rd december 2010
if each of the rain drop assembled my happiness,
i think,the rain should be heavier. 😛
if it meant suprise,but it even wasnt actually,
well,it worked:)
n i thanked for those whoever present,
personally,the day was full of unexpectation,
with asyu’s comin,n all,of the flow.
Allah’s fate met us:)
i cant really put into words of the day,
let everyone keep their own reminiscence:)
24th december 2010
GOLD day,although my family,
except my parents, didnt wear gold:D
the day when we ‘left’ tayu at her hubby’s house.
n i dont have any pictures of the bride wore her closet.
stuff which everyone’s cant wait.
let’s me explain.
there 3 cameras on that day.
my hp,my father’s olympus, n my ghedin’s big one.
mine n my father are uploadable,
but my brother’s willl be little bit late,
and that’s most of the pictures located are.
so,i’m sorry ppl.
being understanding,i let him finished his.
n i myself dont know when he would:P
n these are from my father’s,taken by lehan.
mine,not yet.
dont be jealous,because i can see it n u cant
dont worry,
the pictures are incredible.
at least,for me:)
ghejak,ghelie+kak anis+baby alya,paleh didnt hommie,
but it’s ok.ok?

hati itu kunci manusia,
human’s key is the heart,
to make human better,well make the heart better,
n Allah said,the creator of the human’s heart,
untuk cuci hati,
bykkn igt mati,baca quran++
n bila hati bersih,
suma go smooth,ppl senang hati n all.
law of attraction ialah,bila kita dekat ng Allah,dekat ng manusia,
jaga both,n u’ll find everitim going fine:))
hidup ni mcm boomerang,bila kita bg baik,kita dapat baik:)

pleasures haunted

19 december 2010’s nite
2 are enuff kowt~
edited+real pictures by mr photographer ghedin coming soon.
n i noe it wont be in this nearest tyme:D

hkalam Imam Malik R.A : “Wahai Muhammad (Imam Syafie), bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah, jauhkanlah maksiat. Sesungguhnya, Allah telah memasukkan ke dalam sanubarimu satu nur dan janganlah kamu padamkan nur tersebut dengan maksiat.

loads of works now.
dishes n all~

well,alhamdullilah they’re all went fine last nite.
they seemed nervous.
they looked awkward.they showed shyness.
videos taken on the moment of akad + forehead kissed:D
they’re sweet.
May Allah bless tayu+ abe apih:)

i noe tati missed abe mighul,who didnt hommie now.
Allah noe best tati dehh:)
they’re all teased me,to send envy filled the atmosphere~
being the last gurl,they cant wait.they. 😀
years forward.
well, time do tick.
it never fails rules the world.
by creeping or by running,time do flies~
jihad study.jihad ilmu.jihad perjuangan:P,they own me now;)

we’re all tired.
lethargy surrounds.
but there’re 2 big days to come.
energy’s collected:) more + more.
Allah never stop painting happiness,
caresses us.

“untungnya orang mukmin semakin banyak masalah,semakin mustajab DOAnya,
bukan perjuangan tanpa kesulitan,tapi dalam kesulitan ada ketenangan,memugar kekuatan, yakinlah kita tidak sendirian,innallaha ma’ana

my mum once said:
“xmasuk padang,dah takut nak lari,
belum berjuang,dah takut nak berjuang”

she didnt noe it meant much.
“jgn takut terkorban tika berjuang,
kerana kita berjuang mmg untuk berkorban~”


phalanges get coloured.

tonite,jd tukang inai:D

so,once again,jadi pengapit for my sister.
19 akad.
23 dec,ours.
24 my bro in law-to-be’s.

to see + listen + hear what they say,
three of them already (insyaallah)
my view for marriage itself,differ positively,+widened.
it’s not so-called heaven,semata-mata.
happy tue mmg happy,tp.
responsibility exceeds all.
pembinaan ummah itu.
relationship between those family,each of them.
mum in law,brothers n sisters etc.
pengurusan kwgn itu –>for our own family such as foods,house whatever +parents+brother & sisters etc.
to treat the soulmate is one thing which it needs everythg.
manage family,with our ilmu searched b4,
kematangan itu sgt perlu,
lots of things to be thought,
sacrifices benda wajib,
keikhlasan lagilaah~
kesabaran terlalu needed
keletihan tue xyah cakap.

lots more laah.

my sister once said:
sbb tue marriage,dapat byk pahala,
sbb pahala tue,suits la what that couple do for their family kann.
their sacrifices ape~
sume bende yg plan b4 kawen,lepas kawen mcm xigt dah nak buat ape~
sume turn to tanggungjawab.

ppl,i’m not going to say it’s so terrible,trouble
ehh ehh no no laah
it’s just,
it’s not so-‘happily ever after’
tue kat syurga jela kann
most importantly,

at least,maybe i can make ur urge for that,
urge for
‘xsabar nak kawen’ ,
less 😛
enjoy stadi dulu ye kawan2:D

n i’m lucky to have someone to tell me,bout that,
the reality of it,
when others,most of us see, just heaven.

happy family,with Allah’s bless,also has a blessed starting.
get it?;)

one fine day,
all the separated pieces will come into the right places.


beauty brings BEAUTY.

beauty by Crusading,from deviantart
happy!found this blog=ameen misran’s
he’s IIUM student,Bachelor of ENGLISH Literature & Linguistic,1st year Former LAW student.
1 more islamic,english’s writing blog:)

The Family of ‘Imrân
In the name of God, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.[3:6]
He it is Who shapes you in the wombs as He pleases. There is no god but He, the Exalted in Might, the Wise.

Aali Imran
Dengan nama Allah, Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani.
Dialah yang membentuk rupa kamu dalam rahim (ibu kamu) sebagaimana yang dikehendakiNya. Tiada Tuhan (yang berhak disembah) melainkan Dia, Yang Maha Kuasa, lagi Maha Bijaksana.

1 thing u dont noe bout me,
or i think,more than 1 😛
my eyes are likely to fall upon pretty gurls.
they are the 1 that,make others passg by,glimpse,a while,or long.
n most importantly,they are those who put Allah’s first.
al quran n assunnah uphold them.
simply says,kakak2 yang lawa yg bawak agama Allah:)
i’m fond of them:D
n i noe i’m not alone~

they’re lucky.because they use their gift by Allah,also for Allah.
i believe they dunno how’s they could give us,or me,myself their own impact,to be just like them.
at least,
to listen what they say.
to see what they do.
although,they dont ask the people to.

kak zahra for instance,n i noe she doesnt read.
*i hope she doesnt too 😀
well my highschoolmates know what she has herself,gifted n whatever,
n till now, i wont forget what she’s used to advice me~
“jaga solat.jaga agama Allah.fokus.qusyuk solat”

simple.but the words.indeeed,have their own ways shapen me.

beauty brings BEAUTY:)

u’ll never know ppl listened u,
ppl remember what u said.
just do it,intentionly for Allah,purposely for Allah
if u’re the intermediate of Allah’s guidance+hidayah to someone,
who u urself dont know him or her,
n i’ll envy u of betapa banyaknya pahala u get.

congrate miss ilia eleena + others too
fly high.high n higher:)
may olwes in His bless:)


cast vanishing smile.

dato’ dr fadzilah kamsah~
hati mcm magnet.
hati yg bersih menarik rezeki.
hati yang kotor menarik musibah.

~jaga solat sunat israq+solat sunat dhuha.
melapangkan rezeki:)


nur alya adriana bt ahmad syazili.
2 months ++
till today,yap i havent upload any of her pictures yet.
these are what her papa sent me,via mms.

semoga jadi anak solehah oke:)
jadi saham akhirat untuk ghelie + kak anis 6t.
that cheers their life,up & downs.

the nearest time,to see u again=next year~
n by that time,there will be 2 nieces 4 me:D
che pia miss alya~