taylor swift-loVe sTorY

Taylor Swift – Love Story
We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I’m standing there on a balcony in summer air.See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, “Stay away from Juliet.”
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, ‘Please, don’t go.'”

And I said,
“Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I’ll be waiting; all there’s left to do is run.
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
It’s a love story – baby just say ‘Yes.'”

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet ’cause we’re dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
‘Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said “Stay away from Juliet,”
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, ‘Please, don’t go,'”

And I said,
“Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I’ll be waiting; all there’s left to do is run.
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
It’s a love story – baby just say ‘Yes.’

Romeo save me – they’re tryin’ to tell me how to feel;
This love is difficult, but it’s real.
Don’t be afraid; we’ll make it out of this mess.
It’s a love story – baby just say “Yes.'”


I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin’ around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town,

And I said,
“Romeo save me – I’ve been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in thy head? I don’t know what to think-”

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
“Marry me, Juliet – you’ll never have to be alone.
I love you and that’s all I really know.
I talked to your dad – go pick out a white dress;
It’s a love story – baby just say ‘Yes.'”

Oh, oh.

We were both young when I first saw you…

Personal Notes



  • just think positive
  • just think positive
  • just think positive
  • just think positive
  • just think positive
  • just think positive
  • just think positive
  • just think positive
  • just think positive
  • just think positive
  • just think positive
  • just think positive


it’s enough nyn..
just donT think bout it anymore~
u got nothing for *thinking
for *wondering..

it might have reasonS..
[ltih daa pk ni..]
donT let it spoil ur mood,please..

Personal Notes

to the edge of limit~

feel like crying…n i just donT know how to describe it..but (-_-)…uh!!..n i think i can guess wat others will say if i’m goin to tell them..i mean,my friends..the school leavers..i tend to wonder,how the seniors got to survive in these 6 months,after leaving our school…aduyai..i must admit that the kebosanan aura kept controlling me lately..all the plan had been done!..xcept the driving license la yg quite lama sket kna tggu..98% of boredom..
the realm of boredom,its territory semakin meluas,semakin hari,semakin meluasssSs~..

actually,plannye nak upload my class video..
but i think,kna cancellah..
sbb..lama gler kna tggu!since pkul 2 td,skunk dah pukul 4 xsiap..
hish,it’s a no-no la nak tggu lagi..
watching the video,
to my classmate,
how much i miss our schoolday,
how much i miss our laughter’s bursting in our class,
how much i miss the sumbat2 jokes,

mejja-i wish u cud see so sumbat n bising u’re in the video
luq-i wish u cud see so [making the publisiti murahan] u’re..haha!!
“sy bercerai krn-no cmmnt”..^^
darus n luq..[once again]..i wish both of u cud see how budgetsemat u’re making..=P
zaid-i wish u cud see how angry u’re towards me
kuyah-i wish u cud see how tasty,how t’sgtla nikmat yah makan roasted almond^^
nadia,mijah-i wish u cud see how cute u’re making [peace!]
amie-i wish cud see that u can’t stand that T was so lama gler amek video
ipiey,daoh,cmud,apih-cud see so buzy u’re finishing our BM work
ja-cud see ur handwriting on the paper was stood straigth,not as usual that it should senget^^
bobo-so cute macam baby^^
syeme-i wish u cud see how u’re focusing at ur work n ‘quite’ [sombong]..haha!!..[it should be no ‘quite’ in this video]..=P
syafa-i wish u cud see how u’re so dedicated wif my task to amek video..tenkiu,T..=)
n all
i wish u all cud see how messy,kubbe gler our class when we’re counting the approaching of our spm..=P

miss u oll guys..=(
i knew the precious time won’t come again nor repeated..

Personal Notes

wahai presiden razak 2008,

Birthday graphics comments

happy birthday to u..
happy birthday to u..
happy birthday to CA..
happy birthday to u…

my dear bro,.
my dear fren,
wahai presiden razakku,
wahai motivator xberbayarku,
sweet 18th..
semoga murah rezeki+panjang umo..
semoga dapat jaga hamster2 mu itu dengan lebih baek..=P
semoga dapat mengurangkan ketembaman mu itu..=P
semoga dapat menjadi lbey cute lagi..
cute:..means either from ur face or ur [hik3].ur chuckle..;p
semoga menjadi anak yg lbey prihatin,
lbey bertanggungjawab,
lebih memikul tanggungjawabmu,
lbih penyayang kak2 nok..[hahaha]..
dan mengurangkan kontroversi yg melanda kamu..[ada ke??]..hee~
sudah2la ngato kokghe ek..=P

*laugh loud*

oo0o0…very pandai ek bagi comment blog ak yeRR..
..;p..haha..tp,me xdela jahat sgt nak ngato che CA yer..
hee~pesanan penaja:

  • jgn bagi mak hamster makan anak hamster..
  • jaga hamster elok2 macam jg anak sendiri..haha..
  • book baby hamster satu!!..=)
  • drive carefully…jgn bagi ur parents comment..=P
  • blaja ckp nogori 9 molex2…soon,xmalu nak ckp dpan me..
  • control2 la makan tue..=P
  • jgn nak makoh me jah..=)
  • responsiblity itu penting,1 kaki kat neraka..(^^)
  • be a good brother,jgn nak jadikan adek tu kuli jer..
  • be a good adek.. ,ye,CA,ye..
  • if u wish to be more cuter,don’t defeat ur hamster tau!

p/s=..that’s all for now..nak pegi anta my youngest kat skul dye ni….kalut2..soon,me updatekan yer..=)

*pen off*

Personal Notes

my quite nightmare=penilaian was over^^

nilai ketto was over^^
it was a dub-dab-dub-dab gak r at first..
happily,my first test[bukit]…it’s done!!!…wah!!
uuuhuuu…mmg alhamdullillah sgt2 la…since the bukit was the one,i’m afraid of..
sopmo2 dye mapus atas bukit tue…so,i’m hopin sgt2 6t test JPJ soon,i’ll be as happy as a lark jgak when it was done…=)
dahla i got keta baru td..^^…it moved smooth..hik3..
un4tunately,test JPJ lambat lagi…
maybe bulan 4 lorh..n buat mase ni,me kene naek muto la…
insyaAllah..i won’t hate it no more..=)hurm..n it reminds me wat the penilai akademi said to me when we’re in the car..
n yup..i was lucky if the JPJ pom mcam dye jgak…
sejjuukk[sbb air-cond]+lagu…[dahla jiwang pulak tuh]
n he kept telling me..

“lagu ni,kite kne dgr lirik dye…barula bermakna…ha!try dgr nie..dye ckp g2 kat bf dye…”
instead of bein skema,marking through my list..dye comment psal lagu..^^
haha!..n he said..
“dahla wat sume2 tue..tp 6t JPJ soon,buatla…sy nak balik lunch ni..=p”..
*laugh loud*
he said too..
“when sum1 in a relationship..sumtin yg ties both of them is the similarities between them..so,it’s easy 4 them bein together..[kes serasi la ni,kan??]..while yg xde similarities,even it’s 1st love pun,it can be=game over…eh2,awak ni,sy ckp mcm tue,jgn dop naek divider pulak..”[since me tgh nak turn left on the moment,n i slowly did it..]..

yup!..btol2 cekgu..wink wink..(^^)

n yesterday..happy enough..saw sumy kat driving centre..
chhheee ssuuuMMMmm..!!
hahahaha…i wonder dah how month me x ketawa sampai sakit perut..
but not [hak3] okay..me ktawa ayu jer..hahaha…tya sumy..
seemed dat i found sumbody yg know who i really am…so,can talk bnyak2..crack some jokes..hepi2..beyonds the borders of strangers^^
like the old day..*smile*

tp sum, u said nak dtg today..xde pom..=(
tp,today i saw nani..=)

n lately jgak..i heard much rumours..rumours n rumours bout our spm’s results..macam2!n i got tired to believe n not to believe…which 1 is right,ha??
23 kuar,28 umumla..
28 kuar,15 umumla..
umum below 5 macla..

n i must admit that i’m joining all the school leavers of 2008,waitin nervously the very2 significant,mega2 significant result..n i don’t know how to commnt how the papers that i’d answered..but i think i’d done the very2 best..[but i felt sorry 4 my addmath,phy n kim..since i made a lil bit mist8]..taakkkuuttt!..pray as hard as i can..[kak zahra kta]..i hope the outcome would give me n my family the best..Allah the alMighty is the only 1 who could give us all the ketenangan.keredhaan,n i hope HE is the 1 yg control me 6t me amek result soon..bless me wif much strength to see the slip,to accept whatever the faith that He already decides 4 us,either the frustation or segala nikmat2..

Personal Notes

rememberance is hidden

* i can control it yet*
a stream,formless of sad still doesn’t show yet
[yeke??yesterday pn dah lmah longlai je…asyik landim je…tido jer…canT see u sat tegak berdiri??…;p]
hope that it won’t show till to edge of limit
..much strength..
..hold strong..
even 1 week lbih din hear any buzz
any text..
juz cud give a smile wif the”last login:24 hours”
juz that..
ok2,nyn..let it be 4 a month..:)

half amused+half puzzled..
a heavy burden..to me,n especially,at most,to him..
to mr. aR,
thanx 4 tellin me tau..
promise>won’t tell any1..shhhshhhh..
but 4 u,focuz study leklok tau..HE will guide ur way..:)

last nite,zaid…if u’re reading this…why it seemed that it was so weird 4 u to hear bout me,ha??lorh..i always remember u all la my frenz…all the alpharian n deltarian also..mejja,pp,adam,pokka,ghe, my dearest ZAID..=)..,darus,kuan,ammar,jebo,faryzal,[my motivator]..daoh,luq,ropai,syeme,apih,abeed n ipiey..:)..mjah+nadia+kuyah+amie+najah+ja+cimut..[cimut,xpe ke ore tules nma cimut gni ni??ksah x??]..hee~+hana n yana+arwah aten..
u’re olwez be my sweet n sour la…
my cream to the icecream..
my grape jam to the bread..
my pillow to my bed..=)even xmention lam fs…hee~
lam blog..hee~

u’re olwez be in my life…once a alpharian,olwez be alpharian kan??…[cewah,smgt alpha la pulak…aku ni cuma 1 year jerk lam that class…haha!..*laugh loud*..eyy,in spite of that, i do remember okay…i do care la,zaid..(^^)

“awak kna kalahkan miss X”..

zaid,u’re the 1 la tau sal miss X tuh…even dye tgh bca post nie,dye xtau la…hoho…n u’re the 1 who buat that chemical equation tue?…igt lagi??that time,me sdey sgt sgt sbb kne compared by cekgu ng dye..huk3…i rily din like to be compared…:(

“kalau awak xpaham gapo2,awak tya sy deh..”

haha..i owe u much la zaid..sometimes,wif load of addmath question yg teacher sue bagi kite,those great task of addmath….u gave me lot of addmath classes…either pg or malam,ptg,siang…bile2 jer..xsampai ati la,nak tya awk sopmo…!haha..if me donT understand,u keep of repeating3..n repeating…last2,”xperla,zaid…sy salinlah dulu,,tapi knape kalau yg nie…blalalala…jd gni??”…haha..u din even know wat the word “marah” means for..:)..if me belek2 sume my addmath books,of kos ad ur handwriting n ur works to show me how 1+1+=2!!

“dgr x??..”

zaid!!..we’d shared lot of songs!!..u lend me ur mp3 in ‘our’ room..”zaid,xdgrla..”…n then awk up-kan volume dye..:)..
*i can’t stand to fly…i’m not that naive…*..nie among my feveret song sbb arwah aten nyanyikan me..=)
*kau begitu sempurna..dimataku kau begitu indah*…n this=u used to love it..^^
n then,we chatting whatsoever-prefexla….etc..
n in the moment me dpt my addmath mark..u never miss to wish me-congrate 4 my improvement…either it was a little or me dapat A..=)..
it was countable la me had achieved dat…x cam awak…hee~

our perjanjian??

1.kite kna…..2.kite xblei….3.kite…etc..sbb’y kte xnak kte balloh…tp,at last,bape kali ek??..hoho..n sadly,on the bio examination day,pn kte balloh..fortunately,our paper were okay,rite??..at least,we can answer without thinking it much….aduyai….masa spm…msa genting2 gini pom blei jadi bende2 gini lagi…hurm…it’s our fault…my fault n ur fault…hee~

a cute pooh basket=soft toy..^^

wehehey…that’s my birthday present…tenkiu zaid..i thougt that u xnak baek2 ngan me daa…the truth,u wait 4 my birthday to say sorry..^^

“jgn kapel”

haha…u keep to advice me this…yeye…me xkapellah time skool…zaid nak bagi ape??as a present??…o0o0o…psan kokghe xbg kapel ek…u’re the 1 yg playboy tuh…hana,yana,pja,bie tuh…ha!…nak jawab ape??…hik3…

=sensitif gleR=

u admitted it,rite??…u’d known it already,rite??…n u know,mse u ngaju..punyala me ni sooooooooooo stressful n depressed…….u ni kan my addmath teacher..lau xberkat ilmu pape kan,camaner??..u said that maybe it was,as u’re the youngest in ur family..alala…nomel2 zaid…cute2 zaid….6t dah pegi over-c soon,[insyaAllah]…stop being sensitive ye…me igt lagi..when est paper was done,then our classmates gathered,then…u??…oooppss…nomel2 zaid…:)

“awak suka murtabak?laa…if not,sy suh abah sy beli banyak sket tadi”
“nak [gotu] dop…gotu tu macam nugget…kakak sy masak tadi,nok”
“sy suke chocolate ni..nok?”
“biar r set dye wat jamuan kat bilik sbelah,kte makan sekali deh..bagi r kat Ja jgak…”
“meh r kte makan skali murtabak teacher sue belanje..adam,tolong amek gambar sy ng ainin”
“why awk amek gambar ng dye banyak gler??..ng sy,awak ajak2 ayam jah…”
“assubhu gajoh”..hahaha…*laugh loud*
n all the reminiscence we made,no 1 canT steal it..
i canT mention THEM all..
6t awak ltih nak baca lak..hee~
friendship nver end,k!..;)


i’m scared!

i just..don’t know when the times will come…
the ‘1 fine day’ will approached..
when i shall feel nothing staring at it..
even taking my glimpse away!

ainin takut jarum..
n now i realise that i really am…!
camaner nak jd doktor nie…
i still remember vividly when i was driving wif my cekgu,
pah2,stopla kat stesen minyak…n me pegi toilet…n then,guess wat i’d seen…??
a syringe needle!..kat dalam toilet tue…
ntah saper gune…ntah watpe..
tetibe jer datang rasa sumtin..
rasa takut nak pgg…but me pgg jgak…
nak test..
manala tau..kot kot xtakut daa…
rasa cam lembik je tgn pgg…
mulala pk bende2 plik…pk cam cucuk ngan kuat kat dalam badan..
[cam yg dr.house buat]…
wawawa…i’m blaming him yg buat me rasa camnie…
rasa2..if me manage to buat dentistry..[insyaAllah..]
n wat praktical..+maen2 ngan jarum…
rasa2..rasa tu akan hilang x??

some1 outta there..!!..hhhHHheLLppP me!!

Personal Notes


Hi5 Emoticoni’d got a flu today…[once again..]

***update tonite***10.50 p.m**parents=preparing themselves to sleep..
tati ng tayu=maybe dah tido..*zzZZ*
ghedin=xbalik umah tonite sbb on call kat husm..
da=doesn’t have to wait till midnite,waitin 4 ghedin to open n lock again the door..^^
now nie,tgh makan..huhu!
me=in front of this laptop..=)

erm..*wondering*…i remember sumtin…1 of my close fren called me this afternoon,pity him..seemed that many job that xbagi orang blind colour kije..when dye tell me bout his condition tue,cam susah,mmg susahla nak survivela..so,sape2 yg bace dis post…should be grateful,ok…^^..at least,kte normal tau..=)….so happy could hear pokka’s voice..[my class’s monitor]…after soooo loooong time didn’t heard bout him…huhu!…they’re gathering at his house for the UPU purpose…sorry A,my hp was in its silent mode…hee~

i called my eldest brother,asking bout him..yup!it’s quite hard a blind colour nak involve in engineering..but maybe not 4 civil engineering…hee~i will tell him this good news…but i don’t knowla either he’s interested or not..

n it wasn’t nice to see my mom looked tired this nite..she fell asleep on the cushion..while sitting on it!!..this evening,she juz went to the clinic..but the doctor gave her the undesireable medicine stuff la…erm..may u’ll be pampered by oceans of happiness n a good health everyday,mom..ameen..*feeling sad la..*

gd. n8 every1..
Personal Notes

valentine through ISLAM’s eyes

Dari uraian sejarah Valentine dan hubungannya dengan peradaban Barat saat ini dapat diringkas bahwa Valentine merupakan :

Ritual yang bersumber dari Kristen yang dikukuhkan oleh Paus Galasius untuk mengenang orang suci Kristen yaitu Santo Valentine dan Santo Marius.

Ritual orang-orang Romawi kuno yang pagan (penyembah berhala) untuk memperingati dewi Juno yaitu ratu dari segala dewa-dewi bagi perempuan dan perkawinan ( dewi cinta).

Ritual bangsa Eropa pada abad pertengahan untuk mencari jodoh.

Media Barat untuk mengkokohkan cengkraman peradaban Barat.,

Dari keempat jatidiri Valentine tersebut, tidak satupun yang tidak bertentangan dengan ajaran Islam, alasannya :

Pertama, Valentine merupakan ritual keagamaan yaitu agama Kristen, sehingga Valentine merupakan ibadah bagi agama Kristen, bukti bahwa Valentine sebagai ritual agama Kristen adalah ritual Valentine tersebut dikukuhkan oleh seorang Paus yaitu Paus Galasius untuk memperingati dua orang yang diberi gelar orang suci oleh orang-orang Kristen. Bagi Muslim mengikuti Valentine tersebut adalah sama dengan mengikuti peribadatan orang Kristen, di samping itu ada bahaya yang lain yaitu sinkretisasi antara agama Islam dan Kristen, Allah I telah memerintahkan kita untuk tidak mencampuradukkan ajaran agama Islam dengan ajaran agama manapun termasuk Kristen :
Bagimu agamamu, bagiku agamaku. QS. 109:1-6

Kedua, Valentine untuk memperingati/memuja dewi Juno adalah ritual yang dilakukan oleh orang-orang romawi Kuno yang menyembah berhala/dewa, sehingga mengikuti ritual ini dapat bernilai kesyirikan seperti yang dilakukan oleh orang-orang Romawi Kuno yang menyembah berhala.
Bedakan diri kalian dari orang-orang Musyrik. HR. Bukhari-Muslim

Ketiga, Valentine sebagai sarana untuk mencari jodoh oleh orang-orang Eropa, mereka bertahayul bahwa kasih sayang akan mulai bersemi pada tanggal 14 Pebruari, tahayul adalah salah satu bentuk kesyirikan, sehingga haram hukumnya bagi umat Islam untuk mengikutinya.

Keempat, Valentine sebagai media barat telah diakui daya rusaknya terhadap tatanan masyarakat timur apalagi Islam, mengiktui Valentine bukan saja sekedar pesta untuk menyatakan kasih sayang, tetapi juga pesta yang mau-tidak-mau harus mengikutkan budaya yang lainnya, pergaulan bebas, fashion, pakaian minim, ciuman antara laki-laki dan perempuan yang bukan muhrimnya, hidup glamour, materialistis, dansa-dansa, mengumbar nafsu dan lain-lain.
Barangsiapa yang menyerupai suatu kaum, ia akan termasuk golongan mereka. HR. Ahmad

Tidak dapat diungkiri lagi, Valentine adalah salah satu pintu masuk untuk menjadi sama dengan mereka.

Itulah jatidiri Valentine dan kedudukannya terhadap agama Islam, banyak para muda-mudi yang mengikuti Valentine hanya sekedar ikut-ikutan dan tidak mengetahui apa dan bagaimana Valentine yang sesungguhnya, mereka ikut hanya karena pernah melihat ada yang jualan kartu Valentine atau menerima kartu valentine, atau karena pernah diajak temannya ikut acara Valentine, atau karena pernah melihat propaganda Valentine di majalah-majalah, tv, film dan lain sebagainya, terhadap sikap para muda-mudi yang mengikut saja terhadap apa yang tidak diketahuinya, Allah SWT telah memberikan peringatan :

Dan janganlah kamu megikuti apa yang kamu tidak mempunyai pengetahuan tentangnya. QS. 17:36

so,if u’re a muslim or muslimah..don’t celebrate valentine day,ok!